Friday, May 8, 2009
{ 5:07 AM }
Since yesterday, Arashi had a fight. I dont get it, i was sleeping throughout yesterday and the moment i woke up, i got involved when i did NOTHING. Wow, i really dont get it. It's okay brothers. I just hope the two of you will soon be alright. How I admire Anna, for being able to be so calm in such situations!
Anyway, this recent weeks hasnt being going well or as planned for me, esp ever since i got to know you. You know, I think I really made a big mistake for telling you... cause today, I realised, I never exactly... you that way. Sometimes, I really wish I had the courage to just go up to you and tell you to stop being so foolish, give you a tight slap to wake you up from your senses and tell you to just grow up! Ah, weird stuff always happen to weird people. For example, this few days, I've been feeling rather confused over a certain matter. I keep thinking over things that I shouldn't be thinking about, be it someone or something. I swear I've never felt so crazy over this something or someone before. Yet, its so sickening because I get so distracted to the extent whereby I cant even concentrate during lessons. ----
School was alright. With the people i love like shit, school can never get better than this! Geog remedial was good cause I finally recalled how to do math reading(sorry, typo error, i mean map reading. stupid backspace dont seem to be working). I cant wait to start history next semester! OMG, and I passed geog for CA1. Super unexpected! Went home with people who cried like crazy and all i could do was sit back and relax(not), and just watch the show(not). Brothers, I hope all of you patch up asap! I miss Bukit Purmeis with you all D:
Okay, so no cathecism classes this weekend! (awesome to the highest max) I'll have to wake up as early as 6.30 or 7am. I really need to revise on my subjects cause apparently, I've not been paying attention in class. Damn it, I swear I wanna fking kill myself! SIGH, i smell kinder bueno D: and since forever, i havent tried kinderjoy at all. I wonder if its really that good.. but sadly, im broke for the timebeing cause i spend every single cent that i have. Ah well! Alright, i smell food which means dinner is ready! YAY! TIME TO EAT AND GROW FATS WITH DJ FATTY AT WKRZ GF(GROW FAT) 99.3fm.
bye!